“The fullness of your grace is here with me. The richness of
your grace is all I see. The brightness of your glory has arrived. In your
presence God I’m completely satisfied. For you I’ll sing I’ll dance rejoice in
this divine romance lift my heart and my hands to show my Love, to show my
Love.” (parts of Phil Wickams’ “Divine
Romance”)
This song has really been on my heart and I just wanted to
share the words.
So, how is everyone?
I’ve been doing pretty decent.
God has been teaching me so much about Love. He is renewing my mind on how I look at
certain things and He’s showing me all my flawed thinking which surprisingly
doesn’t make me feel bad instead I’m loving it.
The things He’s showing me about Him make me want to run after Him even
faster!
Recently he brought something incredible to mind. Ya see, I’m kind of on a fast from romantic
relationships even close friendships with guys. Obviously these three months I
am here, but more importantly, the three months after I get back. God told me that it’s time for us to have
some alone time. He had really put it
on my heart that I don’t need to look for anyone ever. The guy He has planned for me is totally
going to pursue me there isn’t much I need to worry about. Which I LOVE 🙂 (Thanks GOD!) But, I’m
rambling let me get to the point. The
other day when I was thinking about being pursued by that guy God spoke to me
about it. He told me that as much as I
desire to be pursued by a man of God, He has always been in deep pursuit for me
a billiongazillion times that! No matter
how bad my hair looks, how much make up I do or don’t have on, God still wants
me so much. On a deeper, more serious
note, no matter how filthy I am in my sin He is still chasing after me wanting
me to be close to Him. There has been so
many times when I’ve been out of God’s will and not living right and He has
saved me from myself. He throws me out
of bad situations into good ones and I see that as Him coming to my rescue even
when I don’t call to Him. He is so awesome.
My Love for Him has gotten so much stronger because I see now how much
He truly first loved me, and how badly He wants our relationship to continue to
grow deeper. I have never felt more
loved and wanted in my life. I’m so glad God has brought me into a deep a
romance with Him!
I love you all! Keep praying for me and my team and everyone
we come in contact with!
Thank you soooo much for your love and support!
Meagan E. Varner
